Holding on by a thread.
Wanting to kick, scream, cry... This Is Not Fair!
I just want my life and to grieve.... but no, I have to move the weekend after I found my father dead in the house I am moving into.
I got drunk last night... I didn't even mean to. I just was with friends, at a show we had bought tickets to last month, tried to live my life..... ended up puking and sobbing and passing out.
No more drinking.
So, so, so, so sad. :(
Going to drink water, eat a healthy breakfast and resume moving duties.........
Please let this be over soon.