Well! October, you came up fast! (Above picture is the first Halloween decorations put up in my neighborhood, haha)
The year is flying by. In some ways, I've gotten a lot done and life is better (lost the last bit of weight, spruced up the house, trained the dog, got married).
In some ways, life is stagnant (can't seem to get work done on my dissertation, no full time job).
But, that's life? I guess!
I am just getting nervous- that I will never have kids, that I waited too long (I'm 31) and if I do manage to have kids, that I won't be able to support them!
I don't know how to live, not really! I'm trying all the time though :)
Short post today- I'm kind of in an anxious spiral and just wanted to get some thoughts out!