Without being a downer.
I am a dark, gloomy, sad cloud. Not really good for ANYONE to see/read.
Trying to do the right things still: see friends, sleep enough, eat right. Pleasure is hard to find, though.
I deleted three posts I tried to write: they were SO dark and without much hope.
I do have hope though, else I wouldn't be going through these motions. I'm attempting to do things like I would if I felt fine.
TRYING to keep the eating under control. Weight is slowly creeping up because I'm going consistently over calories every day. Yesterday was my first day in two weeks of eating a normal amount of food.
Going to try and make today the second day.