The Unwavering Scale

Well, I no longer feel a little twinge in the pit of my stomach, where my vanity and superficiality lie, when I step on the scale, because it is said 125 or 126 for so many days in a row that it is becoming my new normal!

Eh!

I'm just not willing to cut back too much on my normal food (though obviously I'm being moderate and staying paleo/primal with a focus on overall nutrition) or go crazy with exercise right now. I'm not sure how it would affect my fertility, so I'm just trying to keep my body in a stable state!

Going to a friend's birthday gathering this evening. It'll be my dinner (they'll have chili!) but I made myself a promise if no grains whatsoever. That'll just send me down a bad path - especially because I have my niece's birthday party tomorrow, too. I don't need to start another month-long off plan cycle where I think cupcakes and chips are normal food for me!

Here's a selfie, since it's been a while :-)

I know the extra 3 to 4 pounds are not noticeable to anyone else, but I do feel a little bit thicker in the middle which results in less of a defined waistline, which I don't really love, but I'll get over it. My focus is on building a family and staying healthy :)

Hope everyone has a great weekend!